I Die Free

"When a free man dies, he loses the pleasure of life. A slave loses his pain. Death is the only freedom a slave knows." —Spartacus, Spartacus

Being a slave sucks, whether born to it or Made a Slave. For some, dying is the best alternative.

This isn't about being willing to fight to the death for freedom. If these characters have fought, this trope is when they lose, and still choose death over being enslaved again. Do not expect a Rousing Speech, for the most part, since the bittersweet nature of this trope usually goes against the "rousing" part. It Has Been an Honor is likely, though.

Happens in many Real Life American slave narratives.

Compare Better to Die Than Be Killed, Dying as Yourself, Give Me Liberty, or Give Me Death! (when one is willing to fight to the death for freedom), It Has Been an Honor.

As a Death Trope, all Spoilers will be unmarked ahead. Beware.

Examples of I Die Free include:

Anime and Manga

• Subverted in Felarya. The giant naga Crisis almost eats the slave girl Lea, but spares her. They soon become close friends. Lea's reaction to Crisis lifting her up to her mouth?

Lea: "Thank you for freeing me, if only for a little while."

• In One Piece, a pirate attempts to commit suicide by biting his tongue as an alternative to being sold as a slave.
• Kagura in Inuyasha is eventually freed from the sway of Naraku, but he mortally wounded her before he let her go. After reuniting with Sesshomaru, she understands she's going to die anyway and welcomes death as her own liberation.
• In Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba, the Spider Demon Mother welcomes death at the end of Tanjiro's nichirin blade because she's been BADLY abused by her "family" and sees dying as a way to finally find peace. As she extends her arms to surrender herself, Tanjiro uses a Mercy Kill-like attack to behead her without any pain.

Literature

• The Hork-Bajir war cry in Animorphs is simple: "Free or dead!".
• Aurion Redeye in The Iron Tower Trilogy by Dennis L. McKiernan. He is given a choice by an emissary of an evil wizard to choose between "Slavery or Death". He says, "You tell your master that Aurion Redeye chooses freedom!" The emissary does not like this and responds with, "Then you choose death." Aurion Redeye is eventually killed in a siege and his tomb says, "Who chose freedom."
• "Here lies Dobby, a free elf."
• The Discworld book Going Postal has an odd example of this trope. A Golem who has been active for so long that it counts as 'alive enough' is destroyed and its spirit finds its way to the place between life and afterlife. Death tells it that by moving on it will reach the afterlife, but the Golem is content to simply sit down in the boundary and stay there. Death asks it why, since there is nothing to do here. The golem simply replies that makes it perfect. With there being nothing there, there are no orders, no commands, no imperatives, and nothing to do. In other words, a state of perfect freedom.
  • A huge theme of Going Postal is the true nature of freedom. Vetinari has very specific views on this subject, believing that true freedom is more horrible than can be comprehended, because to be truly free you must be without attachments of any kind, without fear, inhibitions, conscience, repercussions, and any of those things that keep us from doing terrible things. He much prefers reminding people that they are free... to take the consequences if they so choose. Which is what was offered to Moist von Lipwig, when he subverted this trope by dying and finding himself quite free to either take the postmaster's job, or step into a pit of spikes. It's ambiguous, but implied by Vetinari, that Reacher Gilt took this trope to the logical conclusion when Vetinari offered him the a similar deal and intentionally stepped into the pit.

Vetinari: You have to admire a man who really believes in freedom of choice. Sadly, he did not believe in angels.

• In To Kill a Mockingbird, Mrs. Dubose is determined to break her morphine addiction before she dies, despite adding withdrawal symptoms to her chronic pain.

"Did she die free?" asked Jem. "As the mountain air," said Atticus. "...—I wanted you to see what real courage is, instead of getting the idea that courage is a man with a gun in his hand. It's when you know you're licked before you begin but you begin anyway and you see it through no matter what. You rarely win, but sometimes you do. Mrs. Dubose won, all ninety-eight pounds of her. According to her views, she died beholden to nothing and nobody. She was the bravest person I ever knew."

• One of the stories in Exiled: Clan of the Claw ends this way, after the Mrem slave drinks poisoned wine in order to convince his Liskash master to drink it as well.

Liskash: You die as well! Mrem: I die free. I die for my people. You just die.

Live-Action TV

• The Jaffa of Stargate SG-1 often say this after renouncing their "gods".

Assorted Free Jaffa: Tal shakka mel!/Shal kek nem ron!

• • Indeed, Teal'c says this enough that it's basically his alternate catchphrase.
    • It happens with great drama often enough that Teal'c might as well be the Trope Namer. That's his exact words.
  • Played with in an early episode, where Teal'c says this for himself and his Master, Bra'tac, as their fighter drifts powerless in Earth orbit after stopping a Goa'uld invasion. O'Neill (in another fighter) chimes in with "Or not," as a Shuttle shows up to rescue them.
  • Arguably the best non-Teal'c example is Gerak - having previously become a Prior, he agrees to cure the disease that the Ori have unleashed on Earth, knowing full well that if he does, the Ori will kill him:

Gerak: If I help you, I will die. But I! Will Die! Free!

• • It's practically the official motto of the Jaffa rebellion.
• Mentioned a few times in Roots.
• Robin of Sherwood, after his men take their first losses in fighting.

Robin: Listen to me. Our friends who were killed, they'll never starve, or be tortured or chained in the dark. They're here with us, in Sherwood, and they always will be because they're free.

• In the Doctor Who serial Castrovalva, when the denizens of Castrovalva (a time/space trap created by the Master to destroy the Doctor) rebel against the Master, destroying the trap and themselves: "You made us, man of evil, but we are free!"

Music

• In 19th-century Irish song "The Minstrel Boy", the Minstrel boy's own fate, after he loses in his fight to free Ireland, is left uncertain. However, he takes his beloved harp, and tears its strings out, silencing it forever.

"And said, no chains shall sully thee Thou soul of love and bravery: Thy songs were made for the pure and free They shall never sound in slavery!"

• In the Filk song "Some Kind of Hero", spacer Molly is proud to have died free of the drug addiction which had grounded her.

"And if any old shipmates should ask after Moll You just tell 'em she finally died clean!"

• It's most of the purpose in The Protomen's musical verse. Die free, or live under tyranny.

Video Games

• Blood Omen: "We shall die today as heroes, lest we live tomorrow as slaves!"
• Matriarch Benezia in Mass Effect counts as this. She refuses medical help after being shot by the hero because she would fall under the big bad's mental control again.
  • Shepard can convince Saren that this is the only way to be free of Sovereign's control. If he agrees, Saren commits suicide and thanks Shepard.
• Before entering his final battle in Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core Zack utters: "The price of freedom sure is steep". It's a bit unclear if turning himself in peacefully was an option or what his fate would have been if he had done so.
  • It wasn't. The Shin-Ra army was ordered expressly to kill both Zack and Cloud, and Zack had been labeled KIA before the army even found him, since Hojo would rather have them die than allow the truth about the Jenova Project to reach the public. The only hope for Zack would have been if Reno and Rude had found him and Cloud before the Shin-Ra Army did.
  • He was labeled KIA back after the reactor battle, when Hojo picked him up. Unclear exactly what Tseng intended the Turks to do if they'd beaten the army there, but it's possible he'd have wound up back in the lab if he'd entrusted himself to their custody. Despite Tseng's clear heartache over the whole thing.
• If Arcade is a prisoner of the Legion, the epilogue of Fallout: New Vegas reveals that he eventually took his own life rather than face life as Caesar's slave. He does this by disemboweling himself, a nod to the fate of Cato the Younger at Utica.
• Dragon Age 2: Hawke's mother Leandra says this as she dies, free of the horrific spells and magic that had been done to her. Free to return to those of Hawke's family who have since died.
• In the final mission of Warcraft III, Thrall said to Archimonde (who was about to kill him): "Our spirit is stronger than you know, demon! If we are to fall, then so be it! At least now we are free!" In the previous two games in the series, the orcs had been More Than Mind Control servants to the demons. Then he teleported away, so this may not count...
  • A better example might be Thrall's friend Grom, who dies in battle against the demon Mannoroth, who originally corrupted the orcs. As he lays dying from his wounds, he remarks that at least he was able to free himself, to which Thrall responds, "No, my friend.. you've freed us all."

Web Comics

• Played for Laughs in DM of the Rings when Boromir's player, tired of the Dungeon Master's incessant Railroading, chooses to not roll a new character and instead get a chance to bow out of the campaign gracefully.

Boromir: This is the first time in the whole campaign I've felt really free to make my own choices. I kinda like it. DM: But you're dead! Boromir: And you can't force me to do anything! DM: You're decomposing! Boromir: Of my own free will!

Western Animation

• Samurai Jack when the lava monster turns out to be a Viking trapped by Aku and wanting to die. He brings up this trope.

Real Life

• Older Than Feudalism: In 73 AD, a band of Sicarii rebels took refuge in the fortress of Masada, and the Romans, against whom the Sicarii were fighting, laid siege. When the siege was about to break, the Sicarii leader, Eleazar, convinced his followers that death was preferable to being either enslaved or slaughtered by the Romans. They committed mass suicide.
  • The 1981 TV miniseries version of this story, starring Peter Strauss as Eleazar ben Yai'ir, definitely includes a Rousing Speech.
  • In the 2002 documentary about the siege of Masada, narrator Peter Woodward specifically uses the phrase "Rousing Speech" when describing the speech Eleazar gave to convince the Sicarii, to whom suicide was a sin, normally, that dying by their own hands was preferrable to capture by the Romans.
    • Considering the treatment the Romans usually gave defeated rebels (crucifixion ), the defenders may have been onto something.
    • On the other hand, modern Israeli generals point out that the Jews committing suicide didn't do anything to the Romans. Samson bringing the house down on the Philistines, on the other hand...
    • The exact last words of hacker Jonathan James.